I still had belongings at old house after a 3 weeks of no communication I'd run into him briefly and I mean briefly nothing but a wave.It destroyed me, I lost 17 lbs weighing 112lbs I was too depressed upset to think about actually eating a meal, for 2 weeks I stayed in bed & had Dr & friends worried but I couldn't tell them anything as no one knew & until his divorce was final we were keeping it quiet due to mutual friends.I'm a crying mess I sent over a text Im so sorry youre going thru a rough time & youre hurting, it's been a very hurtful not only you but for myself also.I said I feel I'm to blame for all your upset & hurt & it's killing me to watch & hear all the hurt youre going thru.
He was my best friend, spoke about everything & anything, we got along great, laughed.cried no matter what was on our minds we were able to talk freely without judgement.
It was the worst month of my life, I've never felt so deceived, so hurt...
I couldn't believe how quickly everything turned so bad. In the last 8 months his emotional out cries have been so upsetting & hurtful where I'd keep it in until I knew it was safe to talk about.
Meanwhile w/ someone w/ beach house, has lots of money as she's showing pictures to friends wants to move on & get the hell out etc..
of course now this is eating him up inside, I explained it's normal to feel what you do, this isnt an easy process but you need to pull yourself together & stop beating yourself up.